Hard.

-What?
-Nothing.. I just wanted to feel the air in my hair... to see you and feel like everything is gonna be fine, to see the rain through the window or , why not? to feel the rain in my face while you kiss me... I just wanted to hear your voice singing out loud my favourite song even if you can't stay on key... I just wanted to see you laughing, 'cause your face shines when you smile. But.. sometimes I feel insecure.. like nobody knows how I feel... and then I realized ... there you are... I just needed to tell you the truth, to let you know about my feelings, but, you know? sometimes is too hard, 'cause there are a lot of liars out there, and I'm scared about being hurt once again... I'm scared of  what would happen if I tell you.. would you be angry? would I ruin this kind of friendship just because I think I love you?...  It's hard.

Brave New World?

I'm afraid of pain changing into madness and every people in the world who's not happy will become insane, then the world will be a painground , and in the gardens pills will grow instead of flowers, and its smell will be like plastic, a calm down plastic everyone must smell.